I am a black sheep bleached white
(not everyone wants to know that)
aged gray and unposed
I am a coward
shot from cannon to fairchild
and there has never been a breath
in my lungs
that could sustain a saint
I am so frail
flung harmlessly through
a world unconcerned with
where I was going
yet to learn
where I had been
I hear horses racing desperate
under search lights and war drums
I am a body that slips back to life
my hands are spiderwebs
my papers are forged